yesterday was so crazy. a surge of emotion filled the whole centre. its really overwhelming the things we went through. i wish that they hadnt called me. really. i love the kids here so so so much. cant believe that im gonna leave a good bunch of kids and teachers. im not sure if this is really IT. but i have to try. i need to give them a chance to see what i can do.. and if it does not work out then, probably there is something else for me.

i believe that i am not getting the chance i should get from this place and that there is a reason why things happen.