yesterday was so crazy. a surge of emotion filled the whole centre. its really overwhelming the things we went through. i wish that they hadnt called me. really. i love the kids here so so so much. cant believe that im gonna leave a good bunch of kids and teachers. im not sure if this is really IT. but i have to try. i need to give them a chance to see what i can do.. and if it does not work out then, probably there is something else for me.

i believe that i am not getting the chance i should get from this place and that there is a reason why things happen.

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i miss my blogspot. so here goes.. lets hope this does not dies on me like the last one.

goes to show technology can fail u. fail u at times u need it most. so if technology can fail u, what more human beings. people fail on u when they cannot meet ur expectations. so, the question is, are u expecting TOO much? or are they not trying ENOUGH?

sometimes, i feel that i ask too much out of my husband... yes, im married. at 21. :) we are happy. but there are questionable moments..

u see, my husband is not working. not that he does not want to... he is just unemployed. thanks to great eastern for not giving him a chance. for not believing that he is the scapgoat out of it. anyway, moving on, its been almost a good 8 month. 8 month since he had any money in the bank. we are really hoping for the best. and i dont want to give him pressure. but right now, the pressure is on me to give him pressure. make sense??